sugar protects

I would rather eat your heart
with lemon and tea
but i am swallowing raw cardamom.
(When it´s cooked  it is fine,
with any others,
but not alone)

I am spreading pepper cream
over my skin
i do not want them to know that i am sweet
(they usually spoil the candies)
They are looking through the window
and planning the evil in tiny places

Meanwhile,
I would like to eat your sugar heart
but we have to leave
 to a blue landscape,
a private and soft one,
away from them .

Funny

Funny,
it's funny
when you try to lie to me
cause i know it in advance.

Fun, joy, cheerfulness.
I get fun when
I get you naked slowly,
very slowly

But now
tell me the truth
cause I'm making the decision now
and it won't be funny,
not entertainment any more.

Fun, joy, cheerfulness.
I get fun when
I get your tricks away
and you heart is blowing.

Do you feel the loneliness
of waiting  for feedback?
meanwhile, this time,
we  will get fun
both

HAPPY THOUGHT

I’m looking for my happy thought,
Waiting for it desesperately.
Where are you? Where are you?

Cause I forgot how to fly
I need my happy little thing.
What really frightens me
Is not finding it.

Among cotton balls
I want to sleep
Instead of being tortured by nightmares,
Where my love does return never ever.

I’m looking for a sunny day
Cause I can’t put up with this stormy time.
So far I’ve not been able to see
A ray of light.

I’m looking for my happy thought.
I try on,
Over and over again.

The quest to catch my shadow takes longer
than I’ve ever imagined.
Wherever it’s hidden
I’ll have to get it and sew it to my feet.

Hoping to fly again,
I’m looking for my happy thought.

AMNESIA

Why on earth don´t I care
Rain´s pouring down over my face?
Coz giving vent to my pain
Must be better…

Tonight I become ashes
You know what I mean
But no what I meant
Big red fish as slippery as an eel
Always Flows without caution

I don´t want to feel like this
I want to lose this beautiful pain
I´m not gonna feel it again

I pray but I don’t Keep on faith any longer

Why on earth did you spit these words to me?
All saints are sleeping
While I´m listening
To my defeated beats,
Your mumbling excuses,
My illogic adaptation again…

Get it off my chest..
Get you out my head
Take my eyes of yours…
My body is useless and insane,
Bare naked, dry bones,
Please, shoot me…
A big big hole
At the beginning of a childish fairy tale.

I don´t want to feel like this
I want to lose this beautiful pain
I´m not gonna feel it again
Gonna relieve my bleeding wounds
And my whispered love…
I wanna suffer from amnesia..

The odd one out were you
My ruby shoes were buried
Among your doubts, my tears…
Never ever my babe
Angels, dig it up!
Never ever
You prevent me from walkin´
Towards Land of Oz

I don´t want to feel like this
I want to lose this beautiful pain
I´m not gonna feel it again
Let me flee the city of your remembrance
Angels help me to fly away,
Take me back home.

I don´t want to feel like this
I want to lose this beautiful pain
Beautiful, beautiful , mortal feeling.

(Prefiero no pensar)

DUST

Again, I´m waking up
& I cannot see you...
I´m feeling like crying,
but trying to swallow my tears.

Now I´m waiting for the sun,
like I waited for you all my life...
but it´s always raining...
So far I´ve not got you over...
it will take long yet.

Our love have changed into dust
cause it was only a half,
I decided all
& I loved lonely so.

I really regret it
giving all with no care.
So I walk with a hole inside
& I don´t find my way.

I hate sadness.
I loathe you my babe.

I´m the bearer of bad news
you never get me confident,
you´re so in love with yourself
you never achieve to keep up with me,
I´ve won & lost the race.

Our love have changed into dust
cause it was only a half,
I decided all
& I loved lonely so.